I have a heavy feeling. Depression? I feel very angry. He has not been back for 2 weeks yet. Is he stupid? How can he put himself in any position that could possibly make me doubt him? It has not been 2 weeks yet. He has not been a part of my life in the last 7 months. Do I matter so little? Does he not care? Why would he create doubt now? I do not feel as strong. I do not feel as sure. I cannot make myself shrug. It has not been 2 weeks yet.